Perceptions, Relationships and Interesing Posts..

You know I often wondered how I am perceived through others people eyes. Not that I am this narcassistic type, but its always been one of those things I have wondered about. Here is how I think of myself, I am not the best looking man in the world nor am I the worst looking man. Im Italian, 5'8, 185lbs ( yes Im carrying a little to much weight at this time but Im content with my appearance) brown hair ( whats left it), and dark brown eyes. For the ladies who read this, I am often told my that my eyes are intimidating...I'd like to get some feed back please.

The next topic I want to get into is relationships. I'm 34 and single, I have a great job and I make an excellent income, and I truly love what I do. When I was younger it seemed that dating was the most important thing to me, I never had a problem getting a date or finding someone I felt comfortable hanging out with. I had 2 serious long term relationships that at the time I could have seen myseslf being with either of those women for the rest of my life, unfortunately I got cheated on it left a very bad taste in my mouth. I guess you can say I now have trust issues. Which leads me to where I am today, I feel dating is over rated, honestly... If I have an interest in you I am going to put my best foot forward and to everything I can to make you Happy. It seems like now I have more success with "Married Women", then I do with the single ladies. This causes me to believe that "Marriage" just isnt worth it, now I dont want to put blame on the people that arent single, but whats A guy to think....seriously? Im Italian, so I have strong Catholic beliefs, I dont necessarily follow the laws of my religion to a T. But if I ever decide to get hitched its something that I feel will be an important part of my relationship as well. How does everyone else feel about this?

After reading numerous blogger posts, I find it unusual that alot of women think about sex as much as I do...who would have ever guessed? You know I am not this straight laced guy that people think I am ( just because I wear a suit and tie to work), I like to think that I am adventurous when it comes to sex, I love to explore, I love to caress, I love doing the things that no one else could ever dream, lets call it being creative. I've had threesomes and foursomes ( back in the college days) where I was the only male particpant. I have particpated in just about every type of sexual activity that you can think of that brings pleasure to a female. Im sure there are things that I havent done yet, but we will leave space to discuss that in another post. Im not all about being a bad boy either but I wear that suit well when the mood is right, Im more of hopeless romantic that is willing to do what ever my female counter part desires, as long as it makes her HAPPY. The thing is these days, it seems like I find the single girls that arent interested in a relationship or just not with me. Where have all the "Good Girls" gone? If you know of any please let me know...lol.